I am done.

I am done making an effort for other people. If they deserve to be a part of my life they can show some effort of their own.

Patience.

Patience?! Really what normal human being has patience? Not myself. I feel though that if I were to be a little more patient things would work out a little better. So, with the new week I am starting a new goal....to work on my patience, a top the other goals I am working on :) hopefully it helps a tad!

Oh What To Do...

I'm nervous, and scared.
I don't know what to do.
I know exactly what I want.
I know that it could make me eternally happy.
But am I really prepared for such?
I also can't bring myself to admit it...
Out Loud.
So what's keeping me from jumping off this cliff?
The fact that its a 50 foot drop,
And last time I hit the ground...
There is also the part of me that doubts,
What if this is all in my mind?
I mean after all I am a girl...
A typical girl who over thinks everything!
I feel like I have been down this road
So many times before.
But something tells me this time is different.
What is different,
I have no idea.
But maybe....one day
I will figure it out.
Because right now, I just don't know what to do...

I LOVE!

I love life!
I love the rain.
I love my mommy.
I love men.
I love sweet and cute men.
I love inspiration.
I love swinging on swing sets!
I love sunshine.
I love reconnecting with old friends.
I love good memories, and good times.
I love making memories.
I love cooking a delicious meal.
I really LOVE music!
and I love sleep.