Putting Up My Walls

This is a song written and sung by Katy McAllister. She is amazing. And I feel that this song describes parts of my life to the T.

Consider me gone by morning.
I know what you want, so I won't hang around
As you let me down.
I'd consider you wrong but I'm the fool
To keep letting you come around
Just to let me down.
And I let it get this far.
But you had me from the start.
Feels like a lifetime in fact.
Still we keep coming back.

CHORUS
It's the same routine, just a different scene.
And I don't believe in resisting.
It's the same old stunt, just a different month.
And you've noticed that I can't resist.
Can't get over this.
I'll see you around, next time you let me down.

I don't expect a response my darling
After you get what you want, so I won't wait around
For you to let me down.
So I put up these walls my darling
And I say that I'm done, but you know better now
You'll still let me down.
I don't see this getting better, going anywhere
Cause I've always been in way too deep,
And you know me better.
I'm bad at this whole resisting thing.

CHORUS

It's easier to make mistakes, than to make you stay away.
It's easier for my heart to break, than to feel nothing.
It's better to let you be a fake, for one night
I will close my eyes,
And pretend like I don't die a little inside.

CHORUS
(And I don't believe in resisting.
Just different month, that I fell in love.
Get me over this. But I can't resist.)

So I put up these walls my darling,
And I say that I'm done, but you know better now
You'll still let me down.