Wondering

Do you ever wonder?
Wonder when your day will come?
Wonder if it will EVER come?
Waking up day after day,
Completely alone.
Your chances come and go,
But none ever really seem good enough.
Good enough for eternity.
After losing tear after hopeless tear,
Bricks are slowly added to the wall
To ensure no one can ever get to your heart.
Even though your wall seems impenetrable,
You sit and hope that one day
One man will be up to the challenge.
To sweep you off your feet.
To love you for eternity.
But with every new man and
With every new chance,
Your doubt and fear ruin things.
As you fear the new man will be like the last,
And doubt the honesty and trustworthiness
Of any man.
You gradually lump all men into one category,
As jerks who are here to hurt you.
But then one day you meet a man.
A man who breaks all your stereotypes of men.
Your hope is restored
For a chance at a new start, a new future.