Reliance on the Integrity, Strength, and/or Ability of a person.

Trust. Something that at times should be so easy, but is so very difficult. After being hurt and lied to so many times from so many different men, its hard to trust. Its hard to put my heart out there on the line, when the only thing I know is hurt and pain. So how do I overcome that? Will I ever find someone willing to work with me on that? Because it takes a lot for me to trust a person. A whole lot. I feel like deceiving men have ruined me from having a stable relationship. I guess that's the reason why I am so honest, about everything in my life and the way I feel. I just want the same treatment. When a man tells me something my mind automatically jumps to assume that I am being deceived, that he is out with another girl, dating someone else, not ready to settle down, etc. etc. etc. But not all men are like that! Why is that so hard for me to get through my mind?! Why can't I trust like I did two years ago? Because how can I ever expect to let a man in when I can't learn to trust...